lyrics
This is the longest I’ve been without talking to you
since the day we met,
Trying to make coffee in our French press for two
just for me
And I can’t take your towel off the rack yet
I’ll leave your toothbrush right where it is
I found the first note you wrote me,
I doubled over heavin,
A wounded animal screamin,
I love you and I’m leavin
Two years with you as close as my skin,
Every night you were there when I walked in
Woke up every mornin curled under your chin
Now you’ve walked out the door,
don’t even know where you’ve been and I’m
Drowning, drowning
Yeah I’m drowning, drowning
This is the longest I’ve been without touching you
since the night we kissed
Can’t pass that door without thinking of your
lips on mine
And I can’t take down that picture of us
I’m haunting our house, the ghost of what was
I’m talking about you in the past tense
It doesn’t make any goddamn sense
I misplaced all my confidence,
Was I wrong or was it self defense?
Crying so hard I forget how to breathe,
Choking on all of our good memories
Don’t even know who I am when you’re not with me,
That’s the price that we pay for codependency and I’m
Drowning, drowning,
Yeah I’m drowning, drowning
Because boundaries are the distance at which
I can love you and still love myself
Yeah boundaries are the distance at which
I can love you and still love myself
But I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back
I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back, want you back
I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back
I don’t love myself right now, I just want to take it all back
credits
from
Clean Slate,
released March 26, 2021
lyrics and music by Amanda Munro
produced by PT Houston at Off the Row Studio in Nashville, TN
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