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Clean Slate

by Amanda Munro

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1.
Clean Slate 03:28
The best damn cure for a broken heart 
is get the hell out of dodge and make a new start Once upon a time this prick and I had a three year thing
 Three years too many if you know what I mean 
I wanted an adventure but he said I’d never do it Bought a one way ticket, I was off before he knew it

 Then I loved a man with the biggest smile 
Sharp as a whip and I’m a sapiophile 
He said he thought he loved me but he let me go,
 Three weeks later I was driving down to New Mexico

 Because the best damn cure for a broken heart
 is get the hell out of dodge and make a new start
 Memories disappear in the rear-view mirror 
Let the wind through the window dry my tears

 You know it’s never too late for a clean, clean slate 

Then I met a woman, swept me off my feet
 Considerate and anxious and jealous and sweet 
Two years later in the mirror all I saw was a ghost
 Packed the car and drove down to the Mexican coast

 Because the best damn cure for a broken heart
 is get the hell out of dodge and make a new start
 Memories disappear in the rear-view mirror
 Let the wind through the window dry my tears 

 You know my trusty remedy for a case of heartbreak
 leave that town and hit the highway 
The only things I’m taking with me are my dog and my scars
 And whatever else fits in the back of my car

 You know it’s never too late for a clean, clean slate 

Oh honey, you gotta know I’m a wandering woman, I was born to roam 
When things fall apart between you and me Those sweet open roads are gonna call me home 
You know it kills me that we’re through God knows I’ll never find another you
 But the best place to grieve is on the road outta town Breakup songs cranked up and the windows rolled down
2.
Nothing hurts more than the subtle shift of your body as you turn towards the wall
 Your face tilted away from me saying nothing at all
 Nothing stings more than the cold that seeps in my bones when you pull away
 The plunge of my mind when your hand slips from mine and I’m clawing at answers, hoping you’ll stay 

Nothing tears me apart like the wall you put up between us in our bed 
The palpable inches between your back and my chest an ocean, my hands of lead
 And all I want is to reach out and touch you but I turn away instead
 And the toxic spiral begins and takes over my head again and I

 The sound of heartbreak is a deafening silence, The gentle click of a closing door
 It’s the rustle of sheets as you turn your back to me 
Words left unspoken fall to the floor

 It kills me to see the blank look on your face when you won’t meet my eyes 
To hear the stone-cold tone of your voice when you tell me that you’re fine I hate to see your mouth become a thin unforgiving line 
And I want to shout out or shake you but I don’t want to push you too far, I hold it inside

 The sound of heartbreak is a deafening silence, 
The gentle click of a closing door
 It’s the rustle of sheets as you turn your back to me
 Words left unspoken fall to the floor 

The sound of heartbreak is soft as snowflakes
 Empty words falling on deaf ears
 It’s the plummeting feeling I did something wrong again
 Anxiety bursting, swallowing tears 

Is it me, is it me, well it must be me 
Is it true, is it true, if you only knew 
If I could, if I could, I would prove to you
 Just trust me, just love me, just tell me the truth 

Cuz the sound of heartbreak is a deafening silence 
The silence, the silence is killing me 
Cuz the sound of heartbreak is a deafening silence 
The silence, the silence is killing me

3.
The Ghost 05:07
This is the longest I’ve been without talking to you since the day we met, Trying to make coffee in our French press for two just for me
 And I can’t take your towel off the rack yet 
I’ll leave your toothbrush right where it is 

I found the first note you wrote me, 
I doubled over heavin, A wounded animal screamin, 
I love you and I’m leavin 

Two years with you as close as my skin, Every night you were there when I walked in
 Woke up every mornin curled under your chin
 Now you’ve walked out the door, don’t even know where you’ve been and I’m 

 Drowning, drowning 
Yeah I’m drowning, drowning 

This is the longest I’ve been without touching you since the night we kissed
 Can’t pass that door without thinking of your lips on mine
 And I can’t take down that picture of us 
I’m haunting our house, the ghost of what was 

I’m talking about you in the past tense 
It doesn’t make any goddamn sense 
I misplaced all my confidence, Was I wrong or was it self defense? Crying so hard I forget how to breathe, 
Choking on all of our good memories
 Don’t even know who I am when you’re not with me, That’s the price that we pay for codependency and I’m 

 Drowning, drowning, 
Yeah I’m drowning, drowning

 Because boundaries are the distance at which I can love you and still love myself
 Yeah boundaries are the distance at which I can love you and still love myself
 But I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back 
I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back, want you back 
I don’t love myself right now, I just want you back 
I don’t love myself right now, I just want to take it all back

4.
Las Cruces 03:11
Breeze in my hair as we drive through town
 Those jagged peaks turn red when the sun goes down 
Slip your hand in mine, sun warmin our bones 
Fingers cool and smooth as river stones

 I’ll never tire of those organ pipes 
Purple majesties carved on turquoise skies 
Don’t even get me started on the starry nights
 Or how the full moon bathes sands glowin white 

I think a chamber of my heart found a home out there
 Wrapped up in the roots of a prickly pear 
Find my soul in the gramma with Grey Fox tread
 Watching Red-tailed Hawks circle overhead

 Doo doo doo, doo doo doo Doo doo doo, doo doo doo Brushing my lips on your sun-kissed shoulder
 Thunder bellows and buffalo clouds roll over
 Every leaf tilts a face to the darkening sky
 Every cell in the desert breathes a grateful sigh 

I think a chamber of my heart found a way to hide 
In a den of coyotes in the mountainside 
Find my soul flying high with a rust red tail 
Daring to hope justice will prevail

 Maybe one day I’ll be playing office games
 And the gusts of March will call my name
 Catch a whiff of creosote in a city rain... 
Maybe then I’ll hitch a ride or catch a plane 
 to the land that stole my heart away

 Maybe then I’ll hitch a ride or catch a plane 
to the land that stole my heart away
 Maybe then I’ll hitch a ride or catch a plane 
to the woman that stole my heart away
 Maybe then I’ll hitch a ride or catch a plane 
 to the woman that stole my heart away

about

The songs on this album were born over the past three years. They were scribbled on the road, on tear-stained pages on the couch, and on beds in unfamiliar places. I recorded bits and pieces in hundreds of fragmented voice memos that I eventually strung together into coherent wholes.

I poured my heart, my soul, my pain, my joy, and my love into these tracks. These songs were not curated or crafted; they were born from the raw truth of my authentic experiences. Sometimes they came willingly and unbidden to the folds of my brain. Sometimes I dragged them kicking and screaming from the deepest, darkest parts of me.

This is my dream. This is my journal. This is my three chords and the truth. I firmly believe that art requires vulnerability, and that's why I'm so proud of this album; letting the world hear it is one of the most vulnerable things I've ever done.

I hope you'll find some healing, some recognition, some flicker of understanding in these songs. Writing them and singing them has certainly provided all of that for me. If even a single lyric moves you, I will consider my job done.

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released March 26, 2021

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Amanda Munro Denver, Colorado

I was born a ramblin' woman.

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